Inhale, exhale

I was sitting in my garden on my day off from my full time job and it was a nice sunny day. This was my second to last week of work before my resignation, as I was leaving to focus on my business full time.

Here I am in the middle of a pandemic and I had given up my main soource of income! I didn’t tell many people because I didn’t want any negativity to affect me or get me down about my decision. I didn’t want to have to explain my decision to others or receive negative comments.

I had no idea how I would pay my bill’s and or have a steady income but I just couldn’t do it any more I had enough! Mentally my mind was drained, I and just couldn’t put my all into it. There was no enthusiasm, motivation or incentive for me to stay, so I left!

For years I have always known I’ve wanted my own business but I always struggled with self-doubt, belief and never knew how I would do it when I had no business training. Everytime I started a new job I enjoyed it however once I had mastered it I got bored for it was no long mind stimulating enough for me. I always seeked for something more.

The moment I handed my resignation in I immediately felt a release and felt things were coming together. Sitting in my back garden, I had been up from 3.30am and only had a 45 minute nap later in the day. As it was coming to sunset, I just sat there with a melodic song on, put my phone and tablet away and just inhaled then exhaled. When I did this I instantly felt a calmness come over to me and I smiled at the birds chirping and singing in the background.

Often I just go through each day ticking off goals on my to too list but for the first time, in a while, I just stopped to take everything in. A different sense of positivity entered my mind and it was in that moment that I knew everything was going to be okay.

My quote to you today is ‘sometimes all you have to do is stop, inhale then exhale’

Published by Jadinedelarose

Wedding and Events Planner BA in Fashion Degree Jamaican Heritage

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